of the world.
I lead my life much like one would play chess.
Except instead of chess pieces, it's a band of wild animals in birthday hats. And instead of a chess board, it's meth. Please press play.
n. the desire to be struck by disaster—to survive a plane crash, to lose everything in a fire, to plunge over a waterfall—which would put a kink in the smooth arc of your life, and forge it into something hardened and flexible and sharp, not just a stiff prefabricated beam that barely covers the gap between one end of your life and the other.